Weariness...
Have you ever had someone say a word that made the puzzle pieces fit? That happened to me this morning as I listened to our church online. So unfortunately I’m going to vomit on you (sorry Pastor Tim) but hopefully I wrap it up in hope at the end. I have been feeling this big time since I last wrote. It’s a very strange kind of weariness. It’s very heavy and dark. Maybe you have experienced this type before and honestly I’m sure I have. Matt and I have lived through a lot of craziness in our time together. As I’m sure you have too. But 2020 has taken us to a whole other level. I know it has for so many. I, like many others blame oddities that happen to us to 2020. So I’ve had some really great walking records over the last few months. I’ve also had an increase in nerve pain. I’m sure that adds to the weariness. Every time I’ve had an increase in nerve pain I ‘get something’ back. This time has been very bad often bringing me to tears. Nerve pain is so weird in the fact that it isn...