Wow! It’s been over a month again. I had set a goal to update every 2-3 weeks, just to keep things up to date but I failed. I remember about 2 weeks in, I wanted to update but I was struggling emotionally. If I’m really honest with myself and you it’s been weeks of struggle. Today is really the first day I "feel" happy. I’ve had great moments, happy moments, grateful moments, but a lot of sadness the last few weeks. The really frustrating part for me is simply I’m healing. Slowly but healing nonetheless. It’s crazy that so much of this started after my last posts about being a miracle. Here’s my struggle lately...my hair had to be cut short. I had bad lesions on my scalp, one that was found after my hair was gone. Man, I don’t think I’ve ever missed being able to put it up in a messy bun more! I sometimes look at old pictures and remind myself that it can be long again! It’s going to take time just like any other time I’ve cut it. Although without the movement of my left han...
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