Merry Christmas!!
After the last post and my great news that things were better, even boring, Matt and I had a few bad days. Just normal married people stuff. Stuff I remember arguing about before. It makes this post hard. I’m back to admitting my humanness, but that’s what I’m good at. Sharing my hard stuff so you know your not alone in your thoughts. That said... It’s my favorite time of the year! Only topped by Easter, although the decorations for Christmas can’t be out done. We love Christmas decorations and the warmth that comes with them. We are those crazy people who start decorating in November before Thanksgiving. We both love it, but I think Matt uses that an excuse to get more stuff every year. This year has been especially emotional. I believe the holidays are for most people really. I have been back and forth across the spectrum since putting our decorations up. I really believe it’s because once Christmas is over then it’s my birthday. Not such a big deal right? I’m turning 40 next month! ...